Rediscovering the Road to Balance
The
creative energy that flows from my brain forms in my mind for
days or even weeks before it becomes written word. Until the
words find their way to paper or the keyboard, they are surreal
images floating across my mind. My obsession and constant yearning
for life balance are often the subject of my wanderings as
well as my writing. A realization came upon me that when my
life is out of balance, I do not
write. I was surprised by this revelation, but enlightened
by the understanding of self. Emotional
distress with special emphasis on the stress part
extends its boundaries and manifests itself physically. The
dilemma caused by the
lack of balance is fertile territory to explore my mind and
my heart. My brain is on overdrive. And my body wants to simply
shut down in response to the exhaustion. As the crisis works
itself out in time, the urge to express myself magically reappears.
Writing it down
is
an exercise in remembering, in understanding, of growth. The
written word validates the experience and provides fresh insight
and a much needed new perspective. It helps me find my way
back home on the road to balance. A road that I will always
seek. A road that comes without a map. A road that I do thankfully
find throughout my journeys of life.